That Afternoon

These ears like a pair of ultrasonic hearing devices as their laughter echoed in the air..

Bobbing up along with the wind in the afternoon that brushed my aridity of brightness..

Leered at the cheerfulness smiling down there, while dangling  the two pairs of worn out shoes, sitting with the loneliness..

Convincing my blatant tone of jealousy inside by crying out loud “Hey! you’ve been through those times.."

That innocent face of youth out of the blue transformed to maturity..

Sparkling out as if trying to say “In the name of my precious adolescence”

“Look at those teenagers, they’re laughing!  don’t you want to laugh outloud like that?

Shit! That annoying jealousy tone striked again.. (Nsri)

Entangled

Leave me baffled when figure it  all..

Spinning into my brain like hell..

Couldn’t be completed completely..

Spinning around my brain as fast as lightning..

The way out somehow exists..

It just can’t popped like the heated corn kernels..

Set off my poor soul to a half madness..

No, It’s now on a brim madness..

Tilted its head looking at the entangled hair in front of that mirror.. (Nsri)



 

Talking Soul

Missing..   in the past..

Time…   has been passed..

Giving the childhood remembrance..

Our wooden dolls now are about to have their wrinkles..

That very vivid memories keep tailing me..

Into a serene soul of remembrance..

Honestly this soul is cracked standing on the emotion verge of mine..

But, soon the past makes an appearance..

Spirits inside perking up their master.. (Nsri)

THINGS I WANNA ACCOMPLISH BEFORE NEXT YEAR (WITHIN THE NEXT TWO MONTHS FROM NOW)

1.  ABLE TO REACH UP MORE THAN 550 ON TOEFL PBT SCORE AND SHOW IT TO MY PARENTS AS A PROOF THAT I CAN MAKE IT.
2.  IF THE FIRST ONE WORK OUT, APPLY FOR A JOB TO THE JAKARTA POST,  AND BE A PART OF THEIR EDITORIAL TEAM  (working as a reporter with 5 million salary per month.. yay! Hopefully..)
3.  GO ON WITH PLAN B BY SUBMITTING A RESUME FOR A SUBTITLING MOVIES COMPANY, IN CASE THE SECOND WON’T GO WELL.
4.  TO FINISH THE PLOT OF DRAMA THAT HAS BEEN HALF-WRITTEN SINCE LAST YEAR AND TO FOCUS ONLY ON IT.

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“Allah sesuai dengan prasangka hambanya” (HR Muslim)